Category: depression

• On Self-Doubt

  

  I had a meltdown about writing—the process of—this morning. Simultaneously, my son, a recent BS degree graduate, did too—about job hunting. His email to me while I’m melting down: “I’m applying for jobs and contacting these people but when absolutely no one contacts me back I feel like I’m just sinking. I’m just looking through […]

  jcafesin

  June 30, 2021

  depression, education, Emapthic, Emotional Intelligence, Family, family life, lonely, lonliness, Uncategorized, writers, Writing

  career, college grad, depressed, depression, fear, job search, jobs, momlife, parenting, ptsd, self-doubt, software developers, software engineers

• Gift Yourself a “GREAT READ!”

  Literary Romantic Suspense REVERB is now on #iTUNES! #Romance, like none you’ve read. “GLUED! HOOKED! CAPTIVATED! RIVETED!” #Gift yourself a “GREAT READ!” this #holiday season: https://itunes.apple.com/gb/book/reverb/id596674195?mt=11 … #lsm #eartg #rrbc #rpbp

  jcafesin

  December 21, 2017

  Authors, avid readers, Book Review, bsdm, Contemporary Fiction, Dating, depression, ebook, Edgy Chicklit, Emerging Authors, Emotional Intelligence, emotional sponge, Erotica, Family, family life, guitarists, indie authors, Indie-Press, Indie-publishers, kindle, lonely, musicians, New Release, parenting, parents, psychological thriller, rock star romance, rock stars, Romance, Romantic Read, Romantic Suspense, thriller, Women’s Fiction, Women’s Fiction

• On Suicide

  I think about suicide constantly. It used to be my out— if life got too…much, I’d leave. Feeling nothing must be better than feeling bad all the time— my rejoinder. My life hasn’t been very hard, not like the kids in Oakland hard. I grew up in a middle-class suburban neighborhood, when it was still […]

  jcafesin

  July 21, 2017

  ADHD, atheists, depression

  Aaron Swartz, Chester Bennington, love, manic depression, Robin Williams